sunshine

i am always watching out at the sun not directly but my focus always remains at the blue sky.
i always want to touch it, feel it, i dream of living there. Always i have dreamed for that. I know its like building a palace in the sir but it is quite interesting. It gives me freedom from the depressing moments that i have passed. now i don't want to live lowly. i just wanna live my life to fullest till i die. no care , no matter  what this world will say to me but now i have the courage to stand all alone against the whole world. i don't wanna fall in relationship anymore. and for this all i am proud for myself.

time

whats the matter? I'm so glad that i have lived this much of moments through my life. i have certainly enjoyed life with certain feelings of depression. i have experienced a wider range of feelings but i don't wanna compare it with the feelings of others. might they have been in lot worse situation and experienced a lot perfect life than i do.
i just wanna be clear on that life is not always happy nor always sad. to live a complete life you must get inside troubles sometimes and you should have the ability of driving yourself to craziness. you should expand your range of thinking and the most important thing to do is that you should never try to have the feeling of angriness.