ending of collage

life and life, what the heck is this? its just life and nothing more. today i had passed two frustrating years at Srijana HSS and now i am all pissed off. not of the fact of some bad feelings. i had gained nothing so special during the two years at my collage. it was just a waste of time. i will consider this time as a productive age in my life in which i learnt to use the social networking sites and be able to create a long chain of virtual frens and some later became real good fellas afterwards ie i had been able to meet some of them and that was glorious. in a conclusion i can say that in this collage life my vision or say the way i think was enlarged. i got hooked up e\with movies and mobiles and computers all the time even against the will of parents. how come , humans always enjoy to break the rules that i believe. passing every single day i feared that i was moving another step close to a dark future but later on this problem was also solved cause i turned out to be a freak kinda just living forgetfully. much of it i enjoyed but still i know at some point i had to turn to that same boring and loser kinda person i was. but this time i am prepared. and i would love to turn living in that past positions and i am gonna turn it to a classico................................................i guess

blowing with the wind

today i stood against the wind. I was able to stand against it but in deep inside my heart i had certain feelings that were troubling me and i was like gone to a strange land o my own, of my sorrows and the land was like built with my memories that deep troubled me long ago. time is like a flowing river i guess. its so fast moving up and i am not able to stand against it. yes i admit that time has make me weaker and weaker. every time i gain my energy to stand against it but i always lose. but still i am not a loser and again i will fight back with the time. this blog is written to show how a blow of wind here has drived my feelings

sunshine

i am always watching out at the sun not directly but my focus always remains at the blue sky.
i always want to touch it, feel it, i dream of living there. Always i have dreamed for that. I know its like building a palace in the sir but it is quite interesting. It gives me freedom from the depressing moments that i have passed. now i don't want to live lowly. i just wanna live my life to fullest till i die. no care , no matter  what this world will say to me but now i have the courage to stand all alone against the whole world. i don't wanna fall in relationship anymore. and for this all i am proud for myself.

time

whats the matter? I'm so glad that i have lived this much of moments through my life. i have certainly enjoyed life with certain feelings of depression. i have experienced a wider range of feelings but i don't wanna compare it with the feelings of others. might they have been in lot worse situation and experienced a lot perfect life than i do.
i just wanna be clear on that life is not always happy nor always sad. to live a complete life you must get inside troubles sometimes and you should have the ability of driving yourself to craziness. you should expand your range of thinking and the most important thing to do is that you should never try to have the feeling of angriness.